Blog Category: cfzr.com — Blogged by: rose on March 12, 2010 at 1:11 pm
So I am bipolar and resisting the urge to injure myself. I am determined not to cut/burn/break anything, but I am wondering,
What is the most painful thing that you have done to yourself? Or what are some creative ways you have hurt yourself so you could play it off like an accident?
I have considered tripping down the stairs or dropping something heavy on myself. I have also paid for tattoos and piercings just for the feeling or pain.So funny you mention tattoos/piercing which is the means I currently use when I begin feeling the temptation and feel like I am going to cut. I've had in the past hadmy eyebrow(2x) lip, ears done and redone, tongue, nose, belly button pierced and have 9 tattoos now.I broke my own wrist a few years ago. I have also pulled all of my toe nails off.
I used to hurt myself in those big ways because i could brush i off as a silly childhood accident.
Now that i'm almost an adult, i cut myself in hidden places and pretend that everything of okay.I'm not going to give you suggestions how to hurt yourself.
You should find out WHY you want to hurt yourself.
It's not your fault that your hormonal balance is messed up, so I see no reason why you should be punishing yourself.the most painful thing i have accidently done is that i droped a 5 gallon bucket full of sand on my toe nail the pain felt so good but then i had to get my toe nail removed which didint hert because they numbed itStop hurting yourself. My ex was like this and the only way i could get her to stop was to promise to me that she wouldnt do anything. Anyways im a cook so one of the most painful things ive done is burn myself with hot oil, alot of hot oil.
I guess im sort of a masochist but just a bit, i electrocute myself quite a bit. wierd huh?The most painful thing I ever experienced was a root canal. Either that or cutting myself several times over in the same area and then it got infected and...yeah. Pain. Why don't you just cut yourself? It's your body, you shouldn't feel like you have to hide it from anyone.i cut myself, tried to hang myself, i overdosed on over the counter drugs. other things i've done, i can't remember. i'm just lucky to be alive.I have given myself rug burns.... that hurts.#If you have any other info about this subject , Please add it free.# |
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